I ADMIT

ok so as you can see i get jealous easily
you all are so close to each other
and if theres anything you all don't even bother calling me or even letting me know
you all wouldn't even share nor tell me anything
IS THIS WHAT I AM GONNA CALL YOU AS MY TRUE FRIEND??????

in front of you i can act as though i am you bestest fren behind of you i can just backstab you
why must i be good to you???? you all don't even treat me as you true friend or you will act as if i don't belong with all of you i am not up to your standards

so just tell me if you don't want me to be your friend that would just make my life a whole lot more easier you can just steal away everything from me but what you can take is that AT LEAST I HAVE A FAMILY THAT SUPPORTS ME AND CARE FOR ME AND DISIPLINE ME WELL AND DO NOT RAISE ME AS IF I AM A SPOIL BRAT
do remember you are not the only who is my friend btw i don't see you all as my friend also by the way
like my twinny told me BETTER TO HAVE LESS FRIEND THAN MORE FRIENDS

what i want in my friends which i can call them my true friend and my best friend

• ALWAYS BE TRUE TO WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND DON'T BE A FAKE PERSON
• ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED HIM/HER BY MY SIDE (MY LISTENER AND PROBLEM SOLVER)
• SHARE MEMORIES AND MOMENTS WITH ME
• KNOWS ME VERY WELL
• AND WILL NEVER EVER HURT ME AND LOOK DOWN ON ME
• HELP ME WHEN I IN TOUGH SITUATIONS
• GIVES ME ADVICE WHEN I AM DOING THE WRONG THING
• ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME ON MY SPECIAL DAY